So what do you say to someone who you loved and still do love but at one time broke her heart into a thousand pieces and then stepped on it? I think about her every day and what could have been and what i would say to her if I had the chance. But that in itself is a freakin scary thing! I want to wish her a happy birthday when the day comes around in the new year but i don't know if that will go over good with her? I don't want to drag up bad feelings on a day that is supposed to be a happy one for her. so many emotions running wild through my head....not one that is right or wrong and neither side will prolly win so in the end i will default to my usual petulant self for that is me.